I am gone now.
But it sure did not make anything better.
Instead you are still throwing punches
Our walls are no longer intact
You shattered your trophy
And forced your failure upon yourself.
I am gone now.
Will I even get to say goodbye?
No.
You have been gone for quite some time,
Although you have not yet left.
But would I say goodbye if I had the chance?
Yes.
I would cling to you with all of myself
And my tears would stain your shirt
And be a reminder of all the times that we had
But do not
have anymore.
I am gone now,
But I missed you before I was gone.
Even now you haunt my thoughts
And are the reason for my tears.
And now how can we resolve
When we are beyond each other’s reach?
And how can I breathe
When each effort for air is strangled by my hardened heart?
And how can I help you when I am gone?
And would you accept my help if I were there?
You were gone before
And you are still.
And now I am gone too.
